Separation Part 3

Posted on Tuesday August 14th, 2018 @ 12:33pm by Brigadier General Aidan Thornton & Vice Admiral Yuka Layton

5,925 words; about a 30 minute read

Mission: Season 2: Mission 1: Day after Day
Location: DFS Lavie – Aidan’s Quarters
Timeline: October 11th 4566 - Late Night

after about 20 minutes she stops crying then she looks up at him “ understand if you want to start over... just please promise me you won’t leave... promise me you won’t die... please!” She grabs onto him with more strength than he’s ever seen her display before and look in her eyes is mortal fear.
(she doesn’t me leave her she means doesn’t leave the ship like she doesn’t want him to go away)


"I said I'm not going anywhere. I meant it. When I have not kept my word to you?" Aidan asked.


“... when you left me and didn’t respond... you broke your promise... you said you’d never leave... you’d always be there for me... i’m supposed to be the emotional one... not you or her... your not supposed to run away...” she said somehow believing that they were stronger than she was and they could somehow take on everything and be better than she was. At the end of the day though they were all the same and it was only now that she just realized that.(edited)


"I left you because you constantly walk away. Gets a tad annoying and rude to be honest. What should I do?" He asked?


After she finally made the realization and heard him talk she sighed then she said “ I sound like I’m some soap opera girl... I’m sorry again... go date other people... I’m just... I just felt my delusions believing that you were somehow better and stronger than me and were able to protect me from everything that goes on around me without getting hurt yourselves... but it also is the exact same thing to you guys that it would do to me And I only really started seeing that during that horrible evacuation... this universe is horrible... why can’t we ever just get... why can’t there just be peace...”(edited)


"I never needed other women." He said honestly. "I think since I am older, I understand more when I find what I want and more ready to settle down. Which brings up back full circle to the night at the cabin and the bonfire." Aidan paused and blew out a sight. "I'm not leaving you. I am giving you time to be sure I am want you want."
"You want me to date, then you have to as well." Aidan added.


“... but there’s nobody… The only other… It was just a bunch of girls that I would tease because I know you like them to... I mean the fantasy of being with them; but a committed... I... I wouldn’t even know where to begin... and I... feel safest around you...”

"Then I will be here." Aidan said simply. "I think it's time for you to try standing on your own without any crutch. You've bounced around from person to person. I need a soulmate. A warrior princess to stand by the side of her knight. Not chasing after a damsel in distress every time he turns around."(edited)



“... I don’t know if I can be that for you... i’m not strong enough… I’m not even worth this third try... there are so many other girls that are better than I am... why don’t you go find one... um... I- um- if... I don’t even know who I would...”


He poked her in the shoulder. "You don't get to pick for me. I am trying to be your friend as much as your husband. If I can't point out and help you become a better person and commander, I am a lousy person, husband, and for that matter XO." He said, with a bit of energy in his voice.(edited)


“... so this is just an experiment... you’re not going to run away forever with some other girl? Though I wouldn’t mind if you took me with you and we could both destroy her together... and no it wouldn’t be like Emily I would learn to be a dominatrix and teach her that she’s our whore...” she grinned mischievously
“Too much?” She giggled


"Yup." He took her in his arms. "Every couple goes through patches. This is ours. Not a big deal. We'll get through it. A simple separation. Friends first and always. We've never had trouble in bed."


“Heh... no we haven’t... even when we command together we never have problems but that’s also because I’m different when I’m in that mode… I think about that if I don’t do it right and everyone I care about will die and it helps center me on the goal at hand.”


"I won't dwell on that topic tonight. That's a more sober discussion. " Aidan


“ yeah that was a bad thing for me to say... that is how I rationalize them I mean all of you are my new family; I lost everyone else but I can’t lose you guys... probably not the best way of commanding but yeah I’m gonna stop talking about that because then we both Will cry again...” she kisses him hard feeling more in love with him for some reason


He couldn't resist her. He kissed back. "Now I'm not telling you to get out, but I am 20 with corresponding libido. Stay at the peril of your own innocence and walking discomfort."


“ seriously this new body of yours is that young... then again we really haven’t gotten to use it yet have we... you’ll have to record when you finally get to smash Erin into the deck plating... I seriously want to hear that girl scream your name...” she said as she held him tight.


'Incorrigible. But there is a condtion. I want you to tell her it's okay." Aidan said.
"That's not to say it's going to happen. I just want things to be clear."


“... I see... so make sure that the girls understand it’s an equal playing field?”
“ so you can finally have the harem you deserve my dear knight...”


"I'm no cheater." Aidan said.


She said playfully
“ if we’re separated it’s not cheating... that’s kind of the point...” She said nipping his neck


"Hey. You get me going, you better be prepared for trip." Aidan said, adjust his grip on her to a more playful stance.


She pushes him further into the room and down on his couch. "You are a fickle boy aren't you... young one...." She sticks out her tongue. "I like your idea about making sure the other girls know your able to be their toy... Just tie you to your couch and bring some in to make you watch me make out with them and then give them to you..." She teased smirking at him as she leaned over him due to how he was holding her.


"Almost had me there. I was thinking tie me down and let them have me while you watch." Aidan offered, his hands on her hips as he effortlessly pulled her on top of him.


"Thats the point... I'd make out with them to make you all hot and bothered then I would give them to you so you could have them and I could watch..." She laughed as she was loved onto him being pulled on to the couch as well.


"You don't have to wait for me to be hot and bothered." Aidan said, he hands forcefully kneading her ass through the skirt as he applied pressure, making sure she understood his need. Not waiting for permission, he pulled up the fabric of her skirt and snaked his hands into the hot flesh underneath.(edited)


"A half hour ago... Well nevermind... I'm not going to ruin it..." She kissed him. She was going to mention how a half hour ago he wanted nothing to do with her but she didn't Instead she just took what she could get removing her top "So you are into that kind of dance... and here I thought you liked a nice slow dance... well; that explains why you practically tore my dress off.... you are quite the boy huh..." She  chuckled as she kept making jabs at his body looking younger than her.


Aidan was born at night, it wasn't last night. "I'm not saying we don't have things to work out. I've been married. Love is sometimes wanting to love someone at the same time you wouldn't mind choking them,  and not your kind of choking.  I've always been crazy about you. You're my kryptonite." He offered moving he hands to enfold her. "So while I won't say you are irresistible, right now I am nearly powerless to say no."(edited)


"Well... Life is one massive failure after another; its how you learn... but its also how you find things you enjoy and why I have found out that even though this sucks like hell and everyone dies and horror happens I wouldn't change too much given the ability to do things over again... There are always things we want to redo but if you chance too much you can't get back what you really want. I am sorry for yelling at you by the way..." She moved them both to where they were laying on the couch and not sitting; it also gave him a better hold on her. She kissed him and then said. "We could just sleep like this and do it later or we can do it now... I am up for all of the above... I do like just chatting with and learning form you as well though so just keep that in mind; I'm not just with you cause your a good fuck or handsome or a good military commander; you are a good teacher and an interesting person as well as skilled with a gun..."(edited)


"At least we aren't fighting. And if you're in the room, I always want to tear your dress off. That the part I don't think you get. Yes, I lust after you. More than I have over any other woman I have ever known. But it's not JUST your body. It's the rest of you that increases my lust and therefore, my love, yes I freaking said it. You're smart. Insightful. Yet can be tender as well as fierce. My attraction to you is more than skin deep. I sometimes have trouble saying that, but don't ever believe you are just a woman to me. You're more than that. The rest that completes you make me want to be next to you, and hence your attraction to me fuels my attraction to you....so here we are. Magnets facing just the right way. Makes me tend to want to stick to you."(edited)


His thoughts and statements seemed to get anohter kiss from her as she also thought about it and finally said. "I wonder if Mizriki came first you would be saying the same things to her; sure shes three years younger than I am.... Well closer to four but it seems like aside from being a bitch to everyone in the world prior to getting here she and I were rejected by the world around us... I choose to be depressed and she choose to jsut get stronger and hate the world around her..."


"Trying to get rid of me already? Geez. A guy can't catch a break." Aidan teased

"Oh; honestly if Em were still like he use to be, you were you and Ari were open to it I would want to fuck the living shit out of all three of you lock you three in a cage and keep you forever... There I said it I want all of you but Em... well... shes not the same person she was and while I love her... right now... well... its not that I don't like her if I am honest about it; I just feel distant... and i don't know why... As for Ari... I am not even sure what she thinks of me... I know she likes you and sees you as a close friend; even like a father figure.... It is always confusing what to call her; she gave you and Sarissa permission to call her Erin but doesn't let anyone else and so since you guys do it she tolerates it but she prefers everyone else call her by her nickname... super confusing..." She looks into his eyes and just  moves to where she is more straddling him than laying on him.


"I can't deny that Erin is sweet looking woman. I hate that she smokes those cigarettes. Nasty habit. At least my pipe is occasional. But she still isn't you." He looks back at her not looking away.  Aidan offered, " Listen. I could talk to you for hours, you and I both know it. Right now though, with you straddling my cock, you need to make a damn choice. Get off of me like that or lose the panties.  Final warning."


"... I see... Well I guess I would only know the true answer to my question fi I were in an alternate timeline... Though her smoking is a problem... Some people just do it... I can talk to her about that though; maybe someone from her own time would be easier to hear it from cause you guys are just all healthy and shit... and you could only talk to me for hours because you have gotten to know me... Everything is relative is what I am saying I guess; I mean if I flat out cheated on you without telling you or talking to you about it your ability to talk to me wouldn't matter..." She shrugged.  She then moves back to laying on him normally. "See we both actually need to make a choice otherwise we will just tease each other to no end and well... though... if  you remember form that last time that happened it wasn't all that bad... Remember the date on Kiru."


He chuckled. "it's never bad. we just are sexually addicted to each other.....and we happen to be very in tune with each other. Not a bad thing. Just hard to get any rest." He lie down and turned her around so that she spooned him. He could smell her hair. His hand instinctively reaching out for her boobs as her back pressed against his chest.(edited)


"I really would like to watch or... er... record you and Erin.... I think your opinion would change if you talked to and had her... but I'm just a perv trying to get my fiance to fuck other women so I can watch..." She laughs. Him flipping her around she tilted her head. "Er...  oh... my... erm...." She said trying to act innocent. The door that led into the public space between the two rooms that Ari and Aidan were sharing opens and Ari comes in; seeing them laying on each other like that... "Remind me not to follow the directions in her texts..." Ari said turning around to leave. Yuka then said. "No; don't run away... watch..." "Why would I want to watch you and Aidan have sex Yuka?" "Because its fun..." "How is-" "Oh come on everyone knows you like him and he has hidden feelings for y ou... its okay... you can watch and you can play with him too... We are trying something different for once." "You; really want me to sleep with your fiance don't you... That would make our positions incredibly-" "Stop acting so innocent and reserved..." Yuka said to her as Ari just turns back around standing there looking a little irritated but there was a bit of a blush on her face.



"Give a guy a little warning? Holy crap." Aidan was blushing hard.


"Oh; I texted her to have her come without telling her why... too much." "Yeah... too much..." "But you wouldn't have come if I said why..."
Yuka said cutely.


Aidan moved his hands to her hips. "Way too much."



"I can do mor-" "NO!" "No what?" "Your not inviting anyone else in here... bad girl!" Ari said still not moving from where she was standing. Yuka flipped around on Aidan straddling him again. "Does her watching make you hot..." Yuka said smirking as she kissed him deeply moving her panties out of the way. Her eyes stared into his as she briefly looked up approvingly and lustfully at Ari.


"Aidan softly said, "this is not what I wanted."


"Awh... such a buzzkill... Fine I guess he wants you to leave..." Yuka said to Ari who just without another word went out the door."


"I'm the buzzkill? I thought we were having a nice quiet evening just enjoying one another. Like it used to be." Aidan offered.


Yuka sat up and moved to another seat straightening herself out. "I'm sorry. That was stupid of me... as usual I screw everything up. Just like I did inviting Emily in the first place... I shouldn't have let my feelings for her get in the way of us." Yuka said now sitting there.


"I'm not wired like that. When I settled down, I assumed that I would be enough for my mate and she would be enough or me. I don't mean that as a condemnation, just and observation. Maybe things were different in your century, or maybe I'm just a prude." Aidan offered.  "I'm sorry."


"I guess that dream will never happen... Well ... O... Nevermind..." She just gets up looking defeated and heads over to his bed taking her sandals off and laying on it. "It is one dream I have always had to  see someone else lust over me having someone and then for me to watch them together... I'm not trying to guilt trip... its just something I want; though your not into that obviously... I still wonder how you even managed to deal with Emily... No onder you wont like any other girl... cause I literally stole you and now with how you are wired you will never look at anohter person again..." She turned away staring at the wall.


He walked over, and scooped her up again. "It's was just a surprise I wasn't ready for. That's all. You can't spring stuff like that on me and expect me to knuckle under." He held her for several minutes and mischievous smile comes over his face. "Of course most couple have to compromise......" he offered leaving the thought unfinished.


"You said you do not want to do it; I forced the thing with Emily and look how that turned out... Just forget I even offered it I'm jsut an idiot who doesn't learn. I think I need to just sleep now... If me being in   your room will only make your horniness worse I'll go back to my quarters..." Yuka said as he held her.


"You don't even want to hear my offer?" he asked.


"Only if its coming from you; if its my stupid idea then no..."


He backed up on the bed and put her on her back so her could look at her. "One, you're going to stop saying that. Two, I think I can make this work....but on MY terms not yours. Got it?"(edited)


"What would your terms be? And stop saying im stupid... I tis true; I may be smart in some areas but I'm a dence fencepost in others... even a stupid dock learns..."



"My terms. You go back to at least a C cup. No dudes. Dudes are a deal breaker. Lastly, I don't like those kinds of surprises. I don't think that's too much to ask. If we have an agreement, I can make that work. Though I dislike sharing you, I could live with it, as long as you stay with me." Aidan said, watching her face for reaction.
"You have to give me advanced warning or it kills my libido." He added.


"So girls... and you want me to have a larger chest... why is it always bigger boobs with men... First RINZ now you... Well; if it will make  you enjoy me more I guess I can do it... and like if I wanted another dick a girl could jsut wear one... why would I need another guy trying to kill you for dominance over me... I'd just space his ass anyway... cause nobody touches you but me... I'm the only one who gets to beat you into submission.
She replied
"Even girls... like if Em chan tried to beat you id teach her ot dance with walls..."
"You dont like hitting girls; I have no problem at all smashing a girls face into a glass window..."


"I like a little more to hang on to....not breastfed I guess. Nothing too large. A nice handful to jiggle and push in my face when you take me." He smiled at the thought. He offered his hand for her to shake on...."Deal?"(edited)


She shook his hand asfter sitting up. "Yeah... and I'm only doing C.. adjusting to a D for RINZ murdered my back... I don't want to do that again... geez if these were a pain and I whine about boobs just imagine me being pregs... having to walk around all the time like that... I'd be a pretty pissy girl..."


"I imagine that quite a lot actually." He said. "You're gonna be a round, hot, fertile, mess and I going to bang you like screen door on a summer day." He smiled broadly and pawed at her.


"You really want me pregnant don't you..." She winked at him.
"I guess if you want to cum inside me I should oblige..."
she teased


"Well yeah, let's not waste it." Aidan teased.


"... its like I want ot have kids but... um... I... well with our work taking care of them worries me and the whole... its unpredictable... if you understand... I do... I just... im worried if we did get me... pregnant..." Yuka said as she stood up and walked over to him.


"It doesn't have to happen tonight...the pregnancy that is." He grabbed her and kiss her through the clothing. "Right now. I plan on taking you. It's been too damn long since we were one between the sheets." He said picking her up and carrying her to the bed. "I need this, and I need you." Aidan said, lust in his eyes and voice.(edited)


"I wish I got to see you and Emily together..." Yuka said seemingly lamenting as she was carried. She did not resist at all.
When he lays on the bed she removes her clothes obidently.


Pulling off his shirts, he peeled off his shorts. He couldn't wait any longer. He put her on her back. Climbing between her legs, and pushed and teased his hard cock against her mound. "It's been far too long. Ready?" he asked.

After several minutes, Aidan stopped. While she wasn't hesistating, it was clear she was distracted. "Are you okay?" Aidan said in a soft tone. "We don't have to do this." 

Yuka looked away when he asked her if she was okay and her face turned flush. "I... um... It's not just what happened with Ari by the way... I hae way too much going on in my heat right now... We could--- do this; you would just... need to lead and I think... distract me somehow..." She said as she attempted to bite her thumb. She was unconfortable... not due to sex or him; it was just everything altogether that was mounting on her.

He went onto his knees and dismounted. "This isn't just me getting off on you. You're clearly not into this and I wouldn't enjoy as much as I might want to." He paused. "About the only thing I can think of is a recording I had made from a memory. Carol was very pregnant and clearly wasn't taking 'no' for an answer when she kept pushing her hindquarters into me as I was sleeping. Think of it as a bit of payback for all the crap she gave me. It's all I have for inspiration unless the rocks in my head come through in a minute." He rolled beside her and snuggled.

To say Yuka felt guilty was an understatement. She felt like she just took something from him by now allowing him to continue and jsut keeping her mouth closed. She just rests there without saying anything as she listened to him speak. She didn't reply though after he said the stuff he did about Carol and the experience he had with her. Yuka seriously needed a change in venue before she ended up spacing herself from all the memories of this place and its annoying existence... All the friends she lost here... All the bad memories... There were obviously good ones but right now with how fucked her situation was and her fear of losing him along with the thing of him  turning down her idea she just wanted to leave Lavie... At least for now.


"Okay. I admit, not my greatest idea sorry. Not feeling inventive." Aidan placed an hand on her stomch as he pulled her closer. "We really don't have to do anything. Just being with you is a good thing to me. It's seems like it's been months, but I just that's just how much I miss having you around."

Yuka felt him take her to his side but not do anything; more just laying with her. She blushed and then after hearing him talk replinded herself. "I feel guilty... I know you really wanted this... and I wanted something else... Even thinking about that now though... Would I have even been able to do that or would I have just ran away from you two anyway... I really am not in the best place. I think a change in location might help with this... any ideas on how to do that?" She asked him holding on to him resting her head against his shoulder taking in his smell with her eyes closed.

Aidan thought about it. 'you mean like taking you to the acoustic center of the ship and seeing how many people notice while I you scream my name?" 

"That is not what I meant.. I think I want to leave the Lavie or move to a different room... I don't even know if I want to be here anymore." Yuka said.

"If it's new quarters, that is easy to arrange. I said something to when I first met you, and it was true then when it was work related and 1000 times more now that it's my love for you. I will back whatever play you want to make." He paused then added. "I will follow you anywhere, my warrior princess. Leaving the Lavie would mean resigning our commisions, but you are worth that and more." Aidan said, holding her just a bit tighter. 

Yuka blushes hearing him seem so focused on being what she needed and then she said in a tender manner. "This ship is our home... this room even if its...strange for me... Is our home too... I know we both need time to figure all this out but I love you... I don't want to leave or have  you leave... I want to live with you, love with you and care for you when we are old together... I... Just..." She closes her eyes and leans against him. "I'm always so afraid and so lost... and so... lonely... Not when I am with you but... its like I am on an empty ship... So I look at who is around and some of them like Ari I lust after... really though... I only want you... We need time... but I hope that we come back to each other... That... my Knight... Sir Aidan would be my dream..." She looked up at him with tender eyes as she spoke... It was as if though inside of her eyes she wanted to weep.

He replied. "I care for Erin, Ari, whatever. I LOVE you. How many times do I need to say that? Our connection is all I've wanted in a relationship. I only long for you dammit." he ended with a growl. "You want to go, let's go." 

She nods "I would be interested in seeling you two... I know you like her... I always have... that is why I tease you and she... Like me is more needy than she lets on; she is just really good at hiding it... I can see it though... I wonder if Sarissa has made her less that way though... If she has urges less... and maybe is past the whole sex thing... So... we know we leave each other... Should we give things more time... its been only... like a day but it feels like months... I am okay with... waiting... if you want me to?" Yuka asked.


"You are such an enigma at times to me," Aidan said honestly. You want to wait for me, while I pursue short and stacked? I have always tried to not stare but its hard to ignore curves like that. It's not that I am more attracted to her. It's just man wiring. When I say you captured my heart, I meant it, and I gave and am still giving it freely." He paused. "Correct me if I am wrong on any of this, but it sounds like you WANT me to seduce her."(edited)
 
Yuka shrugs even while laying there and just nods. "Well not entirely yes... but... She's attractive; she's like me in some ways and she is interesting... Plus she is reliable... I would not have picked her to command if I did not find her traits worth that of someone who is exceptional... Sarissa has only made her more so... The only problem she has is that losing her fiancé made her a little more of a sex magnet... that is not bad... I mean look at me... but I'm a good girl... I haven't cheated yet have I..." Yuka then at the end sat up and started to get dressed but then just lays with him again while clothed. "and... tell her everything you feel about me... from your hate for my wantonness to your love of my soul... I want  you to be honest with her... We may love each other but if she is a better fit... or if someone else is I want what is best for you Aidan Thornton... I may belong to  you but I have a pretty good life now and I will wait... I may want to try with other people but my heart only belongs to Julian, Em and you... Julian is dead... We both know that Em is better as a friend and a more sisterly figure... especially  now... so... you are my world now... Remember that... I may lust over other girls but I'm just being a lusty girl... its life... everyone has sexual desires and finds someone so cute they could fangirl over them but when it comes to LOVE and wanting to bare children with someone, live with them forever and share your life with them regardless of what happens even if they want to bed the hot ass girl next door... to me that someone is you..."
She kissed him.
It was not a normal kiss either; it was something that conveyed all the non erotic passion in the world.
 
Aidan returned the kiss. "I'm happy with what I have with you. If I wasn't, I had plenty of chances to end this. When I created that pregnancy holo-modification, I admit it was for porn, but when I saw it on you. I knew I had found the person I wanted to have more children with. Carol never wanted more. It's something I do." He also squeezed her a bit playfully. "It also looks good on you, by the way." He hugged her. "If the only way I can have you it to share you, fine. I dislike it, but being with you would be worse. No guys. Ever. But you come home to ME at night and I offer the same conditions for myself."
 
She nods. "Sure... challenge acepted... the men on this ship and in this fleet are all prudes anyway... I want my men strong and sexy... and capable of command... I want my men exceptional just like I want my girls who I fangirl over... I want to be able to get all giddy over them when I'm sixty and old..." She smirked at him.
 
"Good. Now settle down or I spank you. You and I have had enough emotionalr rollercoaster for a long while."
"Or should we elope and get a room on the city ship?" He added.(edited)
 
"This room as too many memories of Em-chan... you can stay here and I'll stay in the other room... when this reminds me less of Em-chan I'll come back... for now use this time to sneak up on our new Captain and teach her why Em-chan kept coming back to you... Even i fit was only for a little while..." Yuka teased. She then became serious. "Also... Yeah... There is a new group therapy thing starting on the ship... I think I will start going to that... should help center me more... Remember when Shindler was here... as annoying as he was he did keep me in check... most o fthe time."
 
"Okay....for now, that will do. I don't like it, but we both need our heads on straight to save the universe. Of course, if I get Erin in here....I can create some new memories." He stuck out his tongue at her.
 
"heh... Yeah... and... if I find a new girl to play with I'll ask your permission before I play with her okay?" She also stick out her tongue at him.
 
"Fair. Are you leaving or staying right now?" aidan asked.
 
"We made progress and I am glad we were able to make this work but I think for both of our sakes... especially with me being of right now as far as eroticness goes... maybe I should go... I want to see how we do on our own for a bit We did basically say this is like starting over right... So... let's set up a date... VX me and time and a place... I'll be there..." She kissed him then finished putting her shoes on seeming happier than she was before as she left; a spring seeming to return to her step. 
 

 

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